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the original plans. Tommy had always thought such an elaborate shower was unnecessary, but
now he saw the benefits.
"Yeah, it is. You like the water warm or really hot?" he asked, being the consummate host.
"How do you like it? I'm okay either way." Daniel was standing behind Tommy now, to let him
control the functions of the big enclosure.
"I'm a bit of a clean freak. Comes from never really feeling like I was clean enough& from way
back, you know? I mean, don't worry, I'm not going to get into any of that stuff, but one of the
things that is left over is a need to be really clean, especially now, when we're going to be so
close and doing things together." Tommy hoped his words hadn't ruined the good place they'd
gotten to before he d gone ahead and revealed one of his weird needs.
"I see you getting nervous again. Your desire for being clean is perfectly natural and not in any
way odd. Quit thinking it to death and get this thing fired up. I want to slip and slide with you."
Daniel was clearly trying to put him at ease. Tommy decided to let him.
Tommy got the jets going full blast and pretty hot, then turned to face Daniel. Reaching for the
soap, he began to rub it all over Daniel's chest and shoulders. Mmm, he liked this. Couple
showers were a great idea. Smelling his favorite soap on Daniel, watching the water slide over
him, gather on his eyelashes and make spikes of them, made Tommy want to stay here for a
long, long time. Apparently, Daniel had other ideas.
The shampoo was grabbed and some put on top of both their heads, then replaced to the shelf.
"Go," Daniel ordered and put his hands on Tommy's head. Tommy was quick to comply and they
were soon rinsing their heads together, sluicing the suds down over shoulders and backs. Now
Daniel grasped the soap and put it between Tommy's hands, rolling it over and over, lathering it
up, then doing the same in his own hands. Again, he gave the directive to get to it.
Hands roamed and slid over bodies that twisted and turned to accommodate their reach. Tommy
was almost giggling when they got lathered up again and headed for the good bits. He felt like
they were in a race to see who could get the other clean first. It served the purpose of calming
him down in one area and firing him up in the other. His hands moved a little slower now, as he
moved them over Daniel's curved backside, around to the front and between Daniel's legs to soap
his balls and out to the tip of his cock.
Tommy gasped as Daniel did the same for him. He hoped that Daniel was pleased by his body,
not that it was all that great, in his opinion. He was fairly tall, but not what you'd call buff. He
was lean and had no hair on his chest at all.
Tommy was fine with everything, until Daniel drew his fingers from the top to the bottom of
Tommy's crack and he felt them ghost over his hole. Oh, God. Tommy thrust his hips forward to
get away from those fingers, then felt stupid again. He dropped his head, ashamed. He'd been so
sure he could do this.
"Shh. Relax. Too much, too soon?" Daniel asked him, holding his shoulders, not letting him hide
his face.
"I don't know. It just& surprised me. I don't know why. I've just never& " Tommy stopped, not
sure how to go on.
"The good thing about us, Tommy, is you don't have to explain. I know where you're coming
from, I know why, and I know how far you've come. Don't worry about it. Come on, I'd say
we're pretty clean." Daniel started to turn so Tommy could turn off the shower.
"No! I mean, sorry. I didn't mean to shout it. I don't want to be this way. I'm not scared of you.
I'm not afraid you're going to hurt me. Do it again& and& and I'll do you, too. It's just another
place that needs to be clean. What am I scared of? Please, Daniel, help me here. Don't let me do
that, shy away from things or I'll never be able to be a good lover for you. I want us to be good,
normal. Please." Tommy let Daniel see the honesty in the request he was making. He was scared,
but he really wanted to get past it and move on. He also agreed with Daniel and knew how lucky
he was that it was Daniel he'd fallen in love with. There were things he didn't have to explain,
thank God.
Saying he knew that the area between his cheeks was just another place to clean was one thing,
but following through on his own request was going to take a lot of courage. Between the ages of
seven and twelve, Tommy had been sexually abused by his mother's boyfriends, especially the
last one, Ross. Living with Soldier and Dillon, getting counseling, and learning from Soldier how
to protect himself, had made Tommy a fully functioning, healthy, and capable young man. He
was a social worker who labored long and hard to help the same kind of children that he once
was. Except for this one thing for which he still seemed to have a damned niggling fear. Well, he
refused to let that happen.
Tommy grabbed the soap and put it in Daniel's hands, rolling it around to make a lather again,
just as Daniel had done earlier. He replaced the soap after doing the same to his own hands. He
looked Daniel fully in the face and reached around him, sliding his hands to grasp Daniel's
buttocks, grasping, caressing, squeezing them. Without blinking or hiding his face, which he
really wanted to do, he slid the fingers of one hand down between Daniel's cheeks. Daniel
obligingly spread his legs, giving Tommy more room.
With one tentative finger, Tommy breached Daniel's tight little hole and pushed in a bit. Daniel
sucked in his breath, but since Tommy was watching so closely, he knew it wasn't pain, but
pleasure that caused it. He moved his finger out, then back in a little farther. Daniel's gasped,
"Yes!" and encouraged him to continue. He began to push in farther, and slide in and out faster,
using Daniel's face as a gauge as to how he was doing.
It hadn't occurred to Tommy that he was making love to Daniel until Daniel shouted, "God,
Tommy!" and he felt heat splashing against his stomach and cock. What had begun as a test of
Tommy's own readiness for intimacy had turned into an explosive orgasm for Daniel. Tommy
was thrilled with the result. He brought his other hand around and grasped Daniel's cock, helping
him finish. After a few pumps of Tommy's hand, Daniel rested his head on Tommy's shoulder.
"Mmm, Tommy, you melted me. I've wanted you for so long, I knew I wouldn't last long. I can't
tell you how good that felt." Daniel nuzzled into Tommy's neck, licking and lapping at the water
that still rained on them.
"I'm glad. I'm so glad, Daniel. Me, now. I want to know. I want to feel good from being touched
there. You can make me, only you, Daniel." Tommy wasn't scared anymore, curious and
anxious, but there was no fear.
Daniel raised his head and after a quick look at Tommy, Daniel bent just a bit and kissed him
senseless. Tommy reached up and grasped Daniel around the neck and held on, kissing him back
fervently. Tongues twisted and tangled, and breaths were shared in the heat of the moment.
Tommy's cock rubbed against Daniel's groin, bumping his now softer one. Before long, Tommy
was actively trying to get off. He moved back and forth against Daniel, using him for the softest,
wettest friction. Tommy's breathing was harder, and he knew he was about to come.
Daniel reached around and caressed Tommy's ass cheeks as Tommy had done to him. Tommy
shivered, but it was with pleasure. He groaned as he felt Daniel's finger touch his hole. Without
thinking, he spread his legs and let Daniel in. Daniel pushed his index finger inside Tommy, and
when Tommy start to come, Daniel bent down so he could push up farther, finding a spot deep
inside that made Tommy cry out.
Tommy shook in earnest now as gobs of come splashed against Daniel. He held on tight as he
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